Since I've heard I've had butterflies pretty constantly, and it's a perpetual presence in my mind. At the moment half of this is around all teh sorting I have to do at work before I go -reallocating my case load, getting things done etc. I think I'm still in denial 'cos the remainder of my thoughts are about the practicalities of recovery, where I'll be staying, who'll feed my cats etc.
When I do allow myself to actively think about the rest of it, I feel sick and get cramps!
Yay for dealing appropriately